part 19

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I looked down at Josh..

"What am I going to do with you?" I whispered and shook my head.

He looked up at me from where he sat on the floor with his big blue eyes, filled with confusion and so lost.

"Come on."

"I'm sleepyy." He slurred as he accepted my hand.

"Yeah, I know.... you smell terrible!"

"First time I ever drank, Talahhh."

I sighed.

"Come on, let's go get you cleaned up."

"Why, Talah?" He asked sleepily as I helped him walk to a guestroom.

"Why, what?"

"Why'd you hurt me like this. We should've known what we were getting ourselves into."

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I didn't see Josh after then for about a month or so after because two weeks after the party, I went back to Kuwait with Haya.

It was nice to spend the time with family, such a big change to uni life. I missed everyone here.


Anyways, I said my goodbyes again and went back to the states two weeks later.


Hassan was waiting for me at the airport (we kept in touch the whole time and he got back a day earlier than me).

"Hallah shloonich?" He greeted me.

"Hassan!" I jumped on him which I think might have frightened him, hehe. He comes from such a respective family in Kuwait, I'm pretty sure he's not that used to a huge change like me.

I mean my family is respective (we're probably at the same level) but I'm kind of a rebel (in Kuwait's terms of innocent, I would be a rebel).

"Hallah, awa9lich il bait?"

"La2, mali 5ulg, let's go get icecream!!!"

"Talah, chinich yahil."

I pouted and he smiled, "Yallah 5anroo7." ;)

We got to the icecream place and while waiting in line, he asked me: "Ma sa2altich lail7en, bas Talah, sh9ar ma3a Josh?"

"Walah shay."

"Wala shay." He echoed stunned, "Ya3ni ma kalamti?"

"Shaklik itshawig winta mi7tar." I teased as I poked his arm.

"Tallahhhhh." He groaned, annoyed.

"La2 makalamta 7asoon."

"Ya3ni shloon, you're free il7een."

I took a moment to think about it. Really think about it. I had a month to think about it, and now I had to face both of them.

"Ee, ana free." I replied.

Happy Ramadhan!!!

Hey everyone... I know it's late, but MBARAK 3ALAIKUM IL SHAHAR!!! :)

better late then never. ;)


how are you all doing?!

I've missed you.


I know you're going to kill me for this but, people, I honestly forgot about the blogs and stories... like I read other people's blogs but I completely forgot about mine until I got an email that people are commenting on my blog....

oops.


lol;p

anyways, I'll try to update the upcoming days.


Love you all ;**

Hi, My Name Is...


PS: Do any of you know if they sell Blackberry external battery chargers anywhere in Kuwait?

part 18b

LOOL i'm an idiot, posted on the wrong blog... here it is. ;)

thank you for commenting anon, one of my silent readers. :D ;*
and wonderland, socail butterfly, and mary poppins. :D

part 18a was up, read it.... comment. ;) :D
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"JOSH!" I screamed, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING."

But he didn't hear me because Hassan hit him back... punched him would be the right word.

I couldn't see what's happening, who was on who but I heard a lot of grunts.

"HASAN OGAF!!! BASSS!!!!!! JOSH STOP IT!!!!!!!!" I screamed. I didn't what to do. I put my arm on someone's back but they pushed me away.

"BAS YOU GUYS STOP!!! ENOUGH!!!" I started crying.

Faj2a wa7id thalith dash ma3aahum yiwa5irhum 3an ba3a'6... intibahat oo 6ila3 Alex.
He was pushing them away from each other.

There was blood and bruises and they looked like they want to kill each other. Josh kept wanting to get out of Alex's grasp but because of how drunk he was, he couldn't.

I put both hands on Hassan's arms while tears were falling from my eyes, "7asan, bas!!!"


He wanted to fight back... he was trying to shove me off. He had a bruise on his face, his lips were bleeding and he had a bunch of other bruises on his hands. Josh's nose was bleeding, his chin was bruised and also had a bunch of bruises.

Hassan was breathing heavily, he turned to me, the anger still in his eyes, "I7na it5arajna! i7na bil jam3a!!!! shal yahel?!!? goolay 7ag rab3ich 5al yi3arfoon mino yi6igoon! it3arfeena i7na shabab il kuwait, man gan9ir bil hwash.... fahmee! wain ga3deen? Highschool is over!" kalmany ba3dain 9ara5 3ala Josh.

"You $#@! $% !@#$% @#% , you D&*$, you F*&$#*(* D*&$!" Josh howled back oo ohwa sakran.

Hassan wa5ar 3ani oo bida yamshi, "il '6ahar may3arif shino i7na il q8iyeen insawii.... 5al a3alma, a2adba."

I was scared to death! In highschool, the guys used to bring all sorts of stuff, knives, metal.... everything..... but thank God Hassan was walking away toward his car.

Alex let go of Josh, as Josh fell to the ground. He came to me, "Talah, are you okay?" He pulled me to him.

"I dunno." I whimpered into his chest. I felt comforted straight away. You know Jasper from Twilight and how he changes the mood? That's how Alex is, he makes things calmer, better. It kind of cleared my head as we stood there for two minute, quietly. It was great to have a friend like that. My tears stopped, I stayed for another minute until I was ready to get back to reality.

Alex let go of me and went to Josh, "Come one big guy, time to get you to a room."

"Umm, actually Alex, can I take him."

He looked at me, "You sure?"

I breathed, "Yes." I replied as I exhaled.

"Take care, my T."

"Okay, thanks so much Alex." I replied as he hugged me again.

"If you need anything, you know where to get me." He whispered into my hair while I hugged back.

"Thanks so much Al, you're a really good friend."

Why I Love Alex Gaskarth

and of course Jack Barakat. :)



I LOVE the whole band. So much.

WARNING: some things are inappropriate.... definitely PG 17 maybe hahaha;p

this may be boring.... i just love them. if u have nothing else to do, and are bored to death, watch these. :P