Ya3ni 7asa ina mali ma3na.
They make me feel like crap.
I thought I'm done loosing friends, 6ila3 la2, loosing friends is my specialty- AM I THAT FORGETTABLE!?
I try, I make an effort!
wallah i'm tired of feeling this way, i'm tired of feeling left out, i'm tired of feeling unwanted, & I'm tired of this PAIN & HURT.
if they really "missed" me like they say, they should make an effort to see me.
lies lies lies!
whatever,
6af....
BTW PART 19 IS UP!!
oo 3eedkum mbarak!!
updates!
10 years ago
7abibty itha they forgot about you! you forget about them! and dont ever let people let you feel that way! ok? malich sho8el feehum! ok now smile;D
ReplyDeleteLet me tell you something.. I've been in that situation with girls who i thought were real close but turned out they weren't.. If you think about it they aren't worth being sad o hurt over.. I know it hurts because i felt it cuz its hard losing friends or anyone you thought you knew better than that.. Their true colours have shown and i believe that they aren't worth a bit of you and shouldn't be given the time of day to even THINK of them..
ReplyDeleteSo its time to turn the page over with them erased from your memory and start fresh.. I hope you find better friends who value you MORE than those freaks because you are an amazing person mashalla and you deserve the best.. Hope everything brightens up with you and turn that FROWN UPSIDE DOWN for us okay.. Love ya daaahling o cheer up your better than them and you dont need them.. ;*****
5al iwalooooooooooooon ili ma i3abrich lat3abreeeena....tara walla mayeswooon '9ifir reeelich ....inteeee KILISH mo forgettable ow tara elnas hal ayam dayman ananeyeeeeen so believe me ur better off and i TOTALLY know how u feel cuz i went through the same exact thing...allah i3aw'9ich '3airhum ili a7san minhum inshallah....dont forget ur readers i7iboonich
ReplyDeleteidentity : yeah, i know what you mean.
ReplyDeletebas i do stay in touch with them bas you know ilee a7is they're hurting me and not realizing it.
I am. :) hehe thanks ;***
Dazzlin: OMG i've been in that situation too. this one is kinda different, moom la7'6een how they're hurting me or that they are...
bas they are oo i dont know how to explain it to them.
WOW, thank you.
You guys I'm seriously smiling!!! I'm turning that frown upside down. ;**
THANK YOU! and wallah Love ya tooo! ;*****
Nawarii: LOOL min il bidaya oo i'm laughing... 7ayatii thank youu ;*****
it feels really good to know people have been through the same thing and that I'm not alone.
THANK YOU
you don't know how much this mean. ;****
oo Dazzlin, I know what you mean, really, but it's absolutely hard not to think about them.
ReplyDeleteyou felt like a part of u is gone, 9a7? it's not just me?
Ya dahling it does hurt because of all the time you've been with them o experienced things o then faj2a its gone o you do feel a part of you is gone bas in time that will heal inshalla.. The friend i lost recently, i knew her for like 9 years and now there is not longer a friendship bas il7mdilla 3ala the other friends that made me forget and made me realize whose worth it..
ReplyDeleteAnyways enough of my rambling i hope in time you'll get through it o it will get easier believe me.. o its not just you
1 in every 2 people suck at being friends
ReplyDeleteno i just totally made that up :p sorry :p
bass taraa it happens to everyone (including me), so don't let it get to u and keep looking ;)
Dazzlin: yes yes , exactly.
ReplyDeleteaw, i'm sorry, i know exactly how that feels. :(
hehe thanks.
mary poppins: LOL maybe the one out of it is me ;/ ;p
thank you! :)
omg hi my name is ..
ReplyDeletem3ana i dont knw u .. bs i so feel the same way u do .. god wht an awful feeling .. it sucks! and to be honest .. i dunno whts up with ppl .. and whts wrong with me! .. bs as u said .. i say 6aaaf .. everyday ..
anyways .. love ur story .. all the best hun ;**
dublinya
where are you! you can't just disappear this easily :( we all miss you. so come back.
ReplyDeleteplease? c:
When are you coming back? I miss your stories!
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